lately ive really been wondering about myself. where i stand as a person, all i know so far is this. if i could see myself in the past becoming who i am today i'd be shaking my head in dissapointment.
Lets not get this wrong the me 2 years ago was a complete dick he was obsessed with having a girlfriend and just having fun.
But the new trying to keep people happy me is on the opposite scale he wont ask the girl he likes out incase he looses her (thats probably a really good idea tho) puts his mates over the career to keep them happy. will have a conversation with someone he has no interest in at all just to keep his mates happy. Talk to scary intimidating guys in bars who are demanding he does shots so they dont dislike and beat him up. the old me wasnt a good person but the fact is he did what he wanted to do was who he wanted to be the new me is a shadow living in his memory.
Ian Devlin - Not gone but most certainly forgotten.
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